Tuesday 16 September 2014

Andhero Se Ujjalo Ki Talash Me Mai

kuch to hai...in andhere saayo me,jo mujhe raushni k laut aane ki umid deti hai..
mai nai janti ki wo kya hai,aur kab andhere se nikal k ujalo ko apanayega..
lekin uski aane ki umid hi h jo in andhere  ko kbhi udasi ka karan nai ban ne deti...
yun to mujhe chandani rat jayda pyari hai,lekin amavashya ki bhi khas baat hai..
jindagi sirf khushi de,ye to mumkin nai...
jaise neem kadwa hoke bhi bura nai hota insaan k liye..
waise hi sach bhi kadwa hoke,insaan ko jindagi k sahi mayne sikha jati hai..
jitni jaldi sabera ho jaye acha hai,qki nind to us jhuth ki tarah hai jise chhupane k liye,
insan lagatar jhuth bolta chala jata hai..
aisa nai hai ki mujhe suryoday ki jaldi hoti hai,ya sham hone ka intejaar..
kuch karne ki lalsa to mere andar bhi nai hai,mai to bas bewajah chale ja rahi hu..
shayad chalte chalte meri manjil mujhe mil jaye aur mai ruk jau..
kabhi kabhi lagta h insan ki manjil hoti hi nai hai,jab tak saanse chalti hai chalte rahna hi humara udeshya hai...
jindagi ek aisi rangmanch jaha parda sirf  ek hi bar girta hai...kabhi na uthne k liye..
jab mai chhoti thi mai bht sare sawal karti thi sabse,us waqt logo ne jabab to diye..
lekin un sawalo k jabab kisi k pas hote nai the,dhire dhire mai jan gayi ki har bat ke hone ki wajah nai hoti,tab gharwalo ko lagne laga ki mai samjhdar ho gayi...
aaj kal lagta h ki bewajah kuch nai hota,humare jindagi me har ek chhote bade chij k hone ki wajah hai..
jabab to aaj bhi nai mile ki q ,shayad kabhi na mile...
mai nasamjh hu parchhaion ko pakdna chahti hu,hawa ko muthi me band karti hu,
aag ko chhuna chahti bina khud jale....
in sabhi ikchhaoo ka koi ant nai hai,
ant to is jivan ka nischit hai...
aajtak yahi ek sach jan payi hu mai....